i still miss MJ.. – a repost

okay, call me a freak. hehe..

‘why are you so obsessed with a dead man?’

as a matter of fact, i’m fixated with him and his music since i was a kid. my friends would call me a weirdo if they knew i was a fan of michael jackson when he was alive. [okay now you knew and you can say whatever you want. haha] well, it’s all because of the tabloids which should, at the first place, be burned to pieces. build a mountain of tabloids and burn them! they made up stories and lies; which were completely not true. i was once a doubtful fan, who didn’t know the truth at all and i believed it. you succeed dear tabloids.

strangely, there were/are many things about michael that i would like to know, to watch and to understand. i’m excited when i hear people say his name [since i was little, trust me]. we don’t need much time to recall who was that person who wore leather jackets, single glowing glove, an aviator sunglasses and a black fedora hat. somehow it emits a strange, silent alarm that tells people ‘hey, that’s michael jackson!’

now me myself is freaking out [why am i babbling about mj in the middle of the night?] probably it’s because of my daily routine to surf youtube and watch several videos of his. alas, it’s the norm of human being to appreciate something more when they lost it. yeah, it takes a shocking loss to value a thing the way it should be valued. although there are controversies regarding the religion of this man, i still adore his character. i think it’s not a bad thing to do. besides, assuming someone else better than you is a good ethic to be practiced [i'm not that 'mulia' to do it all the time. but, let's try] .

just now i viewed a video about hidden cameras that successfully captured never-before-seen clips that shows the unmasked michael jackson’s life. in my point of view, he is a sweet, loving person. the most beautiful and down-to-earth person i’ve ever seen in my life. i can feel his honesty in every words that he verbalized, and also in every charity that he has done. rather than looking at him weird, shouldn’t we be grateful that a person out there is actually helping kids, the poor, sick children..? it will be much much more beautiful if he really is a muslim. our tiresome planet needs more people like him. to make this world a better place..

it is painful to do right things while people are cursing and judging you all the way long. until now.. i can see bad, unnecessary things written about him online, and again in the tabloids. to those people, do your research before you make accusations or run your fingers over a keyboard! [emo plak. haha] i don’t know him. i didn’t know him personally therefore i cannot judge him foolishly.

i like his statement;

“never judge a person, unless you have talked to him/her one on one”

moral of the story for today isss.. don’t simply judge people. hehe

listen to Taio Cruz – She’s Like A Star